[She reaches over to push at his arm, almost jokingly - but that means he's experiencing something unexpected, once again. It's hopeful, at first, then joyful and affectionate once she sees that familiar face... Before those last few seconds bring a sense of shock and denial. At least it cuts off before it can shift into anything more than that.]
[too bad shess doesn't know drugs so he can't go wtf over emma's career choices
he's confused, though he doesn't have the time to sort through what he saw, as emma gets a memory of her own, with an undercurrent of concern, before shifting to shame, and then surprise and fear.]
I'm a different person than I was back then. For one, while I may have been weak for a rakshasa at the time, I'm considered to be one of the stronger ones now, so perhaps it no longer matters that I was once abandoned for it.
Power, as well as growing up, comes with its own set of issues... but it also means I'm capable of looking after myself, and that I have a place in the world.
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[jan doesn't remember shit]
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[She reaches over to push at his arm, almost jokingly - but that means he's experiencing something unexpected, once again. It's hopeful, at first, then joyful and affectionate once she sees that familiar face... Before those last few seconds bring a sense of shock and denial. At least it cuts off before it can shift into anything more than that.]
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he's confused, though he doesn't have the time to sort through what he saw, as emma gets a memory of her own, with an undercurrent of concern, before shifting to shame, and then surprise and fear.]
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...Sorry. I didn't think about it.
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That one didn't seem as personal, at least.
[His memory, that is.]
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Like I said.
I'm a different person than I was back then. For one, while I may have been weak for a rakshasa at the time, I'm considered to be one of the stronger ones now, so perhaps it no longer matters that I was once abandoned for it.
Power, as well as growing up, comes with its own set of issues... but it also means I'm capable of looking after myself, and that I have a place in the world.