[the nice thing is that lili doesn't even think about it because she's a PURE GIRL]
.... more than I should.
[and she'll just sigh]
Father's already trying to marry me off to the king - but that's not even going to happen for strategic reasons. But once he gives up on that, he'll probably try to set me up with someone else for the good of the tribe.
I moved away from the conversation as fast as I could.
[thanks lili]
... but Kaoru gave him a new definition for a crush last week so... he's been a bit more unsure. He's not sure if he likes me back or yet - and I just told him to tell me when he figures it out.
It's pretty rare for me to respect someone that much in the first place.
[rUDE BITCH]
... but yeah, I guess so. There's a General in my home who I feel really strongly about too - but he's already married, and I can't even speak when I'm around him. It's embarrassing, even though I still think he's the hottest person on the planet.
[sorry kara]
So it's kinda like that - but nice to actually be able to talk?
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[UGH
she'll cover up the soup and then go to sit across emma, crossing her arms]
I have no idea how I'm going to hide this from Father.
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[she doesn't actually mean that in a lewd way it's fine]
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.... more than I should.
[and she'll just sigh]
Father's already trying to marry me off to the king - but that's not even going to happen for strategic reasons. But once he gives up on that, he'll probably try to set me up with someone else for the good of the tribe.
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[She sighs.]
You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy.
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[she doesn't consider it to be that big of a burden, she never has.]
It'd be nice, if I could marry someone like Ookurikara....
[she trails off, but then shakes her head as if to dispel the fantasy]
But I'll even just settle for someone who won't get in my way.
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...I get the feeling nobody would be able to do that, even if they tried.
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That's the goal.
[tO BE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS THAT NO ONE CAN STAND IN HER WAY]
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but she'll just fluster and look away]
... eat your food.....
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You're going to have some too, right?
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I want to show Ookurikara, and then we'll probably eat together.
[routines...]
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[oh my god]
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Emma, quit that!!
[shE LOOKS LIKE A TOMATO]
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[she huFFS]
He's not interested in me like that... I don't think.
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[thanks lili]
... but Kaoru gave him a new definition for a crush last week so... he's been a bit more unsure. He's not sure if he likes me back or yet - and I just told him to tell me when he figures it out.
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[she's aWARE]
... well, maybe not really. How things are... they aren't bad either.
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And not having to leave him alone or abandon him -
[she pauses, glancing over at her hand. her fingers are a lot more calloused now, from all the sword training that she's been doing]
... that's enough.
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That’s pretty rare for you, isn’t it?
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[rUDE BITCH]
... but yeah, I guess so. There's a General in my home who I feel really strongly about too - but he's already married, and I can't even speak when I'm around him. It's embarrassing, even though I still think he's the hottest person on the planet.
[sorry kara]
So it's kinda like that - but nice to actually be able to talk?
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laughing a little bit again. Sorry, Lili.]
Ah, hormones. I remember those days.
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[shE CAN RETURN A ROAST]
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