[She moves as if to leave, then, but she brushes against him as she does - and he'll experience something unexpected. Sometimes you're just chilling in a living room when the reanimated bodies of some dead acquaintances come to sing you a song! There's a healthy amount of fear, certainly, but there's also a sense of sadness the longer she looks at the woman in this memory in particular.
She doesn't have much of a chance to react to what he saw before she's experiencing something of his, though.]
[... shess has no idea what he just saw. in lot of ways.
in return, emma experiences a scene, featuring two women whom she might recognize, depending on her memory—along with fear, grief, and an inexplicable shift in the middle of it all.]
[She pauses as that sinks in, surprise making her eyes widen before the other emotions of that memory sink in. By the end, there's a hand planted over her mouth as she looks his way, concerned.]
... Well, that's how things are. Whether it's this world, mine, or another's, we're at the whims of the universe.
In any case, it really was a long time ago—I think I was around Ookurikara's age back then...? While losing my memories and regaining them has affected the process, there was never any choice but to move on. She would've wanted that, as well.
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...I wasn’t trying to say you aren’t.
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[She moves as if to leave, then, but she brushes against him as she does - and he'll experience something unexpected. Sometimes you're just chilling in a living room when the reanimated bodies of some dead acquaintances come to sing you a song! There's a healthy amount of fear, certainly, but there's also a sense of sadness the longer she looks at the woman in this memory in particular.
She doesn't have much of a chance to react to what he saw before she's experiencing something of his, though.]
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in return, emma experiences a scene, featuring two women whom she might recognize, depending on her memory—along with fear, grief, and an inexplicable shift in the middle of it all.]
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What...? Why did we—
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well, he's just going to. ignore that for now.]
Lune did say a change is on the horizon.
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Shess... What was that?
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[She sighs.]
You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.
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[She looks away.]
I’m sorry, at any rate.
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it's such a strange thing to hear, given everything. not necessarily in a bad way, though.]
... Thank you. I'm glad just to be able to remember it, at least.
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Why wouldn't you remember it?
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I only began remembering her a few weeks ago, when Miki and I shared memories.
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[She doesn't have a word for it for a long moment, but her expression says enough.]
That's horrible.
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In any case, it really was a long time ago—I think I was around Ookurikara's age back then...? While losing my memories and regaining them has affected the process, there was never any choice but to move on. She would've wanted that, as well.
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You don’t have to act like it’s okay, you know. It’s okay to be upset.
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It was millions of years ago, Emma. While I won't say it hasn't left lasting effects, I've already given myself the chance to mourn here.
The fact of the matter is that if I held onto every bit of grief, eternal life would be little more than a living hell.
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[She pauses, though.]
It seems pretty lonely, though.
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